Destiny helps decide everything

Every time when I am feeling lonely, I always wish to find someone who is suitable for me. I am always looking out for chances and emphasize to myself that I should wait.

But when I start to notice someone whom I like, I will keep noticing or looking out for that person. Trying to know more about him and silently observing that person. When I fall deeper, I do hope that someday I can just confess directly. This is just stages, stages from like to dislike and totally no feeling for that person.

After some time, I realize that I shouldn’t do this. I should depend on destiny. Maybe my friend is right, I do not want a boyfriend but someone who will be my companion. What I truly want is someone who can advise me when I am in a difficult situation. When I start to look deeper into this issue, I felt that it’s hard for a male who lend a listening ear if he don’t fall for you. It’s a mindset.

Just Anna

Anna seldom cry infront of people
Anna seldom angry
Anna seldom share her thoughts with others
Anna seldom had birthday celebration
Anna seldom get a big hug from people when she is sad

Actually,
Anna sometimes loves to cry out loud
Anna sometimes love to vent anger on people
Anna sometimes love to open my heart and have a great talk with friend
Anna sometimes wants a big birthday celebration
Anna sometimes wants a big hug when she is sad.

Anna is just feeling so lonely.