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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy New Year

Spare me some time blogging while waiting for the countdown show to start. Browsing through celebrity blog, looking at all those fantastic photo taken let me crave on the photography skills even more. How i wish i do have some special technique to tak photo on myself from different angle without the help of others. I prefer photos that look natural and not just snap it while people are posing. It may look more interesting when the person do not know that u r shooting them.

Let me make some wishes for next yr:
  1. Hope there's world peace
  2. Bless to all who are unfortunate
  3. As for myself, work harder and strive through all the obstacles that occur
Last but not least, Happy new year in adv!!!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Random pic...

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Angels & Demons

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Juz finish Angels & Demons by Dan Brown. It is exciting when the story comes to breaking the maze set by illuminati. After reading 2 bks by Dan Brown, I realized he do lots of research in both bk. He will go in dept to Christian history to merge with the storyline. Pretty interesting.

Angels & Demon teaches the reader a lesson, never place judgment when u have not listen to other's explanation. Maybe there is a story behind it.

Strongly recommend this bk. Thks yammy for lending me.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Loneliness

Loneliness sometimes bring sadness to heart. I dislike the feeling of entering a house with no people nor walking down the street alone. It makes me recall of the past the unhappiness but not joy.

Thinking of the day when my mum and I have a conversation on marriage. I told her that if i can't find a partner in future, i will travel around to countries where there are place which in need of help like orphanage and on the way enjoy the wonderful tour around the world. Unfortunately, my mum dislike this idea. She said that every person in life needs a partner, if not you will be lonely. Although sometimes you may not feel the loneliness but deep down your heart you will still think about it. Imagine you went to a place which have beautiful scenery or you saw something which is very special. And at that moment you wanted to share with someone, but you can't find that person to share and enjoy with you. Isn't that very lonely.

True. On the other hand, finding the right person who share the same thoughts with you is also hard. Moreover, if you get to find someone who objects you, will let you regret too. There are still controversy against this topic.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Yesterday is the day where i m in this earth for 20 years. Is it long? Categorize the events i have been through is alot, which i dun even noe how to start if u wanted me to write it down.
Growing older means i need to take care of more details in life. Life is full of unpredicted events and happenings. Let me juz treasure wat i have rite now...

I have make a new spec for myself..
Had a small dinner with my family..
Got a slice of cake from mum.. Cake is always the sweetest thing that i even had. Although its super small but bcos its from someone i love, haha, i really dun feel like finishing it..

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Gifts receive from Ky and Ly.. Thks..

Sunday, December 21, 2008

HitCounter

I lost my hitcounter... I dunno wat happen... Stupid template cause so much trouble...

Now i have to start all over again...

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Formalized myself

I rmber that this photo was taken during my last wk of FYP. But i juz received it frm jess a few wks ago. So how do i look in formal? Isn't it professional?

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Friday, December 19, 2008

Miracles

Miracles are happening around everyday. People may survive through illnesses, people may suddenly become a millionaire overnight.

But when will I become this lucky gal? When will my dreams come through?

Probably people around me will give false idea on the dreams i wanted it to happen. Deep down in my heart is actually just a very simple task. It's juz the willingness to do it. Not myself, but people that surrounding me.

My heart is so painful. I wanted to end all this. I wanted people to help me but i can't tell.i know that i have grown up everything can be solve by myself. I know that i can only rely on myself to stay strong.

I wish to see miracle happen.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Outing

This was my first time going out with KY. Quite enjoyable. We went to watch cape no.7. At first the show was rather boring. Cos most of the dialog was in Hokkien, but when it comes to the ending it was truly touching especially the song sang in the last part.

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This was one of her favorite pic. Quite artistic right?

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Hitcount

Congrats!!! I have reach 3000 viewers!!!

Dinner with Leeying

Actually just now i wanted to blog on a topic which i have been thinking since when online. But i suddenly couldn't remember what i going to type. Anyway, ky say that putting braces you can slim down and you know what? I have actually gain from 2kg to 4 kg.

I remember on sunday i was asking Juan. Did u realise that nowadays i tend to eat alot? And she nod her head. I don't why nowadays i just couldn't control my hungriness. I keep telling myself that bread is enough, in the end i fail. During the time when i take bread everyday, i seriously can't resist the craving for food. Whenever Juan ask me "Why can you tahan when people is eating delicious food?" Deep in my heart i just wanna eat, but i can't.

Sometimes life really seems meaningless if you can't enjoy yourself. Haiz.
Unfortunately, after releasing myself and stare at the amazing figure in the weighing machine, you start to feel sad. I start to blame myself for not watching my diet.

I am filled with confusion. One part of me feel like eating endlessly and the other part of me feel like controlling myself. I really don't know what to do. How can I have myself to satisfy both questions?

Monday, December 15, 2008

Upside down..


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Something wrong with the smiley... (Upside down)

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Dun b shy Ain... Happy Munir

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Show ur teeth...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Super Unlucky

Yesterday, Juan and I went to Mac to do our proj at Bugis. So we manage to get a plug for her lappy. While we were doing half-way through, this auntie wif her "new" laptop came to sit beside Juan. Initially, I saw her talking to the manager abt us but we did not noe what was it all abt.

Juan had a super true prediction. When she sat down, Juan told me that this auntie was pretty scary. She sense tat something was not right. Indeed, this ba dao auntie actually ask us to take turn to use a plug or share wif her.

So i said"If u have a muti-plug, then we are willing to share wif u..." Then u noe wat she say?
She said "Y not u all bring?" Hey come on, u expect us to bcos of u carry the multi-plug everyday in our bag ar? Nvm, wat juan hate most is that she ask us to tink abt it. Idiotic. We came early, n the plug is first come first serve manner.

So we ignore her, and suddenly she said her batt was flat. Ask us to let her use. Then we say we didn't bring our lappy batt. She said she was booking air ticket. Big deal ar, booking air ticket. We are doing our million business proj ok!!!

Flare up!!!

So we gave up the seat to let this empress dowager use the plug. We were so pathetic that we need to shrift the seat to another place and have to chair the table with others. N here comes another weirdo who juz bought a new hp. She ask us wat time we leave the place she say she need to charge her hp. Then we say we will staying until 7 to 8 or mayb a later time. U noe wat? She was stressing us by sitting beside us for damn long hrs. Ard 8 plus, she tak out her charger to prepare. She can't charge at home is it? So we left the place without even complete half way of our proj.

Now when i recall everything, dunno is flare up or find it funny. All kinds of ppl in the world.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Extraction

Wat's my feeling now? Half face was numb. This was the second time i extract my teeth. Haha... This time was not tat afraid somemore 2 at once. When the dentist give me injection, he said that" is ur skin dead, how come u didn't feel any pain?" Haha... Actually during the 3rd injection, i did feel alittle painful but i can still bare with it.

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This is my 2 newly extract tooths. With some blood stain on it... Yucks...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Actually i have do a collage in photoshop but this stupid blogger dun allow me to upload waste my effort creating. Sianz...

Now i am using photobucket to upload... Hope it works...

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N it really wks... Giving me a super big size pic... Haha

Sunday, December 7, 2008

In the morning...

This is how i look like when i first wake up... Hahaha...

Friday, December 5, 2008

Yeah..

16 more days to my birthday...

Although there is no celebration or many present, but i still need to remind myself that i have grown older.

Counting down le...

A little bit sad oso... Haiz dunno y...

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Frendz (Part2)

That day KY sudden msg me saying she felt that although a close frend mayb with you for a very long time but he or she may not actually noe u.

Then I ask her what actually happen?

She ans me saying that she juz suddenly felt this way.

N my reply to her was "There is no forever frend in this world".

KY, I rmber one of my post abt frendship, if you are free you can turn back and look at it. Perhaps it may help u to solve the probs in ur brain.

Although there is no forever frend in this world, but the print they left in your heart is forever. You would never forget the times when you were together, eventhough it was a very short period of time. Sometimes we maybe wrong in certain circumstances, but I do cherish each and everyone beside me.

Sad...

i flunk my test. Cos my program was not wking at all. Feel extremely sad. I realise i m super weak in programming stuff. I dunno y. I juz can't get the code right.

I am so disappointed with myself.