心情日记

棋子

棋子

想走出你控制的領域 卻走近你安排的戰局

我沒有堅強的防備 也沒有後路可以退

想逃離你佈下的陷阱 卻陷入了另一個困境

我沒有決定輸贏的勇氣 也沒有逃脫的幸運

我像是一顆棋 進退任由你決定

我不是你眼中唯一將領

卻是不起眼的小兵

我像是一顆棋子 來去全不由自己

舉手無回你從不曾猶豫

我卻受控在你手裡

人生本来就像一颗棋子，命运让人没了选择的权利。有些人就像棋子的將領永远排在别人的前面高高在上，也有有些人像棋子的小兵那么的渺小，不起眼。但命运让我们无从选责，只有受人摆布，输赢只在那一烁间。很多人都说命运是掌握在自己的手里，你真的相信这句话吗？如果命运真的掌握在自己的手里就不会有天灾人祸，不是吗？听到这首歌我真的想了很多，很多。现实的人，每一天都在小心翼翼的走每一步棋，生怕哪一天会坠入别人，而天地下也有人每一天都想方设法的在布陷阱，让人坠入。你是属于哪一种人呢？或者两者都不是？舉手無回的就是我们的人生。

Outing again

It's been a long time seems our group last gather. I remember the last time we meet was at marina square with Rabiah. But this time she was not around as she having toothache.

Mei Tong and Yammy left the place early, as for me and juan we continue to shop and have our dinner at Sumi restaurant. Not really recommended except for the black sesame ice-cream. The curry race sauce was too salty.

Lots of photo taken but it was not with me. Will upload it when i receive it.

Juz for fun

Today due to job purposes i went down to bukit merah, n u noe wat's the first thing i ate?

是我好久没吃到的豆桨油条！！！赞！！！The you tiao was not very oily, very soft and smooth. It's a stall with makansutra recommendations.

Next i went to parkway parade and finally decided to sign up on starhub mobile boardband. It's really portable with plug n play function. This is the first post i blog with new internet connection. Haha...

Boring

Cracking my brain, but there's still no topic to blog.

My life is too boring...

Trust

I have thinking hard to find a topic to blog. And finally i found one. I recall a conversation i had someday. It's about trust. Does trust = believe? We use to say i believe you can do this, i believe you can do that but does that mean i trust you?

The truth may sometimes be cruel, i believe you can do this and that, but on the other hand i also doubt your ability. Or to be more cruel i may be just assigning you task to hit my personal motives.

Then how do we define "trust"?Can we trust our friend or we can only trust our family members? I have heard this million of times. A friend need trust but to be frank, a total trust on a friend leads to more hurt if something goes wrong. M i right? Just like a boss may not exactly trust an employee.

Everyone hate people who don't trust them, even myself. Human are always self-protective even they are in wrong, they will find ways and reason to protect themselves from the reality.

I m ill

This few days i m seriously ill... Fever, diarrhea, vomit, cough plus flu... Combo!!!

3 Mar 09

为什么人老是会产生一种莫名的恐具呢？难道这是自然的吗？

今天的心情真的很乱， 是我误会了人家的好意了吗？为什么我老是这样呢？

我到底能控制自己吗？

有那么难吗？

听到熟悉的歌，突然想起好多好多的事情。

Hansvision

唐僧骑马咚那个咚，　后面跟着个孙悟空。
孙悟空，　跑的快，后面跟着个猪八戒。
猪八戒，　鼻子长，后面跟着个沙和尚。
沙和尚，挑着箩，　后面来了个老妖婆。
老妖婆，　真正坏，　骗过唐僧和八戒。
唐僧八戒　真糊涂，　是人是妖分不出。
分不出，　上了当，　多亏孙悟空眼睛亮。
眼睛亮，　冒金光，　高高举起金箍棒。
金箍棒，　有力量，　妖魔鬼怪消灭光！

This is what i type for primary 3 chinese class with hansvision... Haha...

I m now teaching half way through, but they r too guai so i m now slacking...